A haphazard poem
I’ve never been anywhere close to being an actual poet, but last night I was feeling a little sad and felt like writing something that wasn’t exactly prose. Today I am not quite as sad, but I figured I’d post my little attempt at art.
Goodbye good man, never meant to be my man-
It is time to let go.
So many thousand miles away you stand,
No never must you ever have thought of holding my hand.
Goodbye good man, these words once came out of your mouth-
“It wouldn’t be the same.”
And I will never know what I never knew.
Good man, never to be my man. Wherever you stand, keep your eyes on God and His greater plan.
And now, on my way I go.
Goodbye, good man, not meant to be my man.
I have a problem.
My problem is that I am not really “with it” with life right now.
I like my job. I like Singapore. I like my church. I like my friends. I very much love my family. The weather could be tons better, but it certainly is not worse than I expected.
Still, I am so…not with it. I am bored, I am dissatisfied, I am not really keen on trying anything, I am more than usually critical and judgmental, I am fed up with myself.
I don’t want to eat and at the same time I want to eat more than I should. I can’t wait to start Japanese class but the thought of going makes me tired. I yearn to start a book but I give up 10 pages later.
I don’t think that I am going to gain satisfaction with anyone or anything if I do not first be satisfied in Christ. If I don’t seek Him, and Him alone, not the emotional highs of spiritual experiences and well played music.
But I am unwilling to do that too. To be very honest in my heart I know that I doubt that God can satisfy me. I don’t intentionally feel that way. I just do.
Ain’t got no Christian pretences to lean on at this point. Please God come and help me help myself.
teachers are not as valued as they should be and i don’t think we’re doing education correctly here in north america.
If America’s bad…Singapore is….sigh.
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"I learn a great deal by merely observing you, and letting you talk as long as you please, and taking note of what you do not say."